
"We're going to get you," it sounded like the rain was yelling. "Come on, it's only water," I kept telling myself. Yeah but it's cold outside and Dooby don't like to be cold. Wet, I can stand being wet, but cold, no. Then, there's wet and cold. That's where vision and grit kicked in for me and I said,"Yes, I'm going to shape this massive hunk of man into a lean endurance running machine, and yes, I'm going to have fun doing it even if it hurts." More than that, I never quit because it's just not in my genes.
I suddenly stood and faced the front door. "Lets go for it," I said to myself. I had my resolve. I quickly put on my running clothes and added an extra layer. I also put on my head lamp and strobe light, because it was dark outside and I wanted to be seem by on coming cars. After I filled my water bottle, out in the rain I went. I stood there for a moment talking to the storm. "I'm here, give me your best shot, because I love you. You will bless me and I you," I muttered. I had stretched in the house, so I was ready to rock some miles. I began to walk at a quick step so that I could set my mind to the 6.5 mile task, then began to run. The rain was coming down hard but after a moment, it really didn't matter. I saw rivers forming from the rain that fell, and puddles that I imagined were small lakes on a trail.
After a while I realized that I was the only nut out in the rain. Everything was wet and soggy, but I was in my element. I didn't really have to try hard to convince myself that I was having a good time, because well--I was. Now, I'm hardcore and I'll run even when ice covers my route, I'm ready. A major barrier to my success in becoming an endurance runner has been destroyed. The weather doesn't matter--only the vision, the focus, the goal.
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